Life is really difficult when you are surrounded by negativity on every side. This is the story of my life and yet I know that I am not alone.
I have had to seriously change my way of thinking and make serious changes in myself in order to cope with the negativity in my life. I have stopped watching the news all day and on a regular basis. I even stopped watching negative or violent television.
I have had to give myself love and say I Love you to myself often. I have had to create in my mind loving and right thoughts and send love to all the people who I feel have harmed me in one way or another. I started with the person I truly felt has been the most difficult person and sent love to them as often as I could. And one day I dont know when it happened but I realized that I forgave that person. It felt really free and good inside like never before.
So I decided I would continue to do that to every person I knew in my past and present. It was working like a charm. I remember praying a lot asking God why I found it so difficult to like certain people and forgive them. Truly I could not do it. But I believe God opened me up to receive lessons from releasing and now its so easy to do. So I send everyone love and approval no matter what. Now when I started off disliking them I ended up loving them and sending them good thoughts and love and approval. I feel so much peace and happiness inside because of it .
I finally found a way to get thru life. Even when someone is yelling nasty threats and insults. I say I love you and I love you again and again. They lose their power almost in an instant. Its wonderful living like this.